I am a very emotional person.. listening to Frank Ocean brings out every kind of feeling from within me. I am happy most of the time, for others. It pleases me to make others smile.I’m a brat. I am a lover, but i am lonely at times even in a crowd. I seem to have it all figured out but i don’t. People love my body more than i do, sometimes when people compliment me, its hard to understand what they see when they look at me. I Smile to cover my pain…Im goofy to hide my true emotions,. Loving me is a chore. You all know me as Geekymodel , my name is Phylicia Nerissa Benn,.. i used Haze on my effects.. because thats my life right now.. a haze… just a girl trying to find my way.